My October

I must admit, October was a shitty month for me. I am not exactly sure why but I felt like I was slowly falling into a black hole I like to call "depression". I found myself distancing myself from people that I love dearly. I had my blinders on when it came to matters of the heart. Now that I am in my current state of mind I have to find my out of this depression. I know it will take a little time to do but I just hope that other people I love can understand.